Searching for my end of the rainbow

Wow.. I feel really swamped lately. Hence why my posting had gotten behind. I feel my time is just as short, or shorter, as when I was in school. My job has crazy and long hours, that often run over. I had a very frustrating day today. Glad it is over. I am suffering from severe "mommy guilt" as well. Which helps me know that I'm not a totally sucky parent. I am away from home a lot, which leaves Michaela picking up the slack. Both of which aren't ok. I'm not really sure how long I can keep up this pace. I just know that I need more balance than I have right now.

I haven't chatted to my buddy, Matt K, in FOREVER!! I miss you man!!! I sure hope you and the family are well!

My friend Leah's apartment building was on fire last night. A fellow co-worker lives in the same building. Leah's apartment is in tact, though she is not allowed there until at least Monday. Surely it's smoke damaged etc.. My co-worker, Nick, lost everything. Thankfully they are ok...

Today is my friend, Kim's, bday. Which I forgot. I suck. Did see her tonight while we were having dinner with Leah and others. So I at least got to buy her a piece of cake! HAPPY BDAY KIMMY! I Love you!

I submitted my rental termination notice yesterday. Now I really got a flame under my ass as we don't have a place to go to yet! This place is just done. I'm done. It's too expensive, too small, too crowded and the neighbors all have too many cars (which congest the parking area out front). Todd and I are again discussing reducing the distance between us. Another thing I am done with! All this running back and forth and missing him terribly the rest of the time. I will keep you abreast of where we end up! As much as I hate moving, I'm ready for a new environment.